Oh Lord, how I long for such things, how my heart cries out to be satisfied
I would be content and even happy if I were to have all of you. I try and I look, I search but do not find, to my satisfaction
I call to you and yes you call back but not to the level I want
I want to call and have you face to face cheek to cheek. I want to know that you are there with me to feel your presence like a lover.
I want to feel your warmth to feel your closeness. I want to be more intimate than a lover with you lord
I need you in my life
I need you to be my all in all
My peace my everything
I can't live without you an y longer, even having part of you is not good enough. I need ALL of you. I need every little bit.
I can't stand here and just have some of you and watch you with other people knowing they have more. I need all of you LORD Please give yourself to me. Help me to be worthy of you and carry you with me all way. Lord I need you, life without you is empty. Lord I want to walk around with you power and authority. Give me my own power an authority just as you did moses. He asked for help parting the red sea and you said do it yourself I gave you the staff. (not exactly sure what I said here, wirelss keyboard didn't type everything) Odle art to mmsta a staff reat than msestafftod you teoeath dddso Please give me a staff to show the whole earth your glory and splendor your wonder and power and to expose all the false things, to show everyone how amazing the real thing is. Lord Paul said in your word that he did not come with eloquent words or persuasive human arguments but that he came with the power of the spirit Your Spirit. So Lord please release Your Spirit upon this earth release your power upon your people. Unleash your glory, unlock your splendor, please be glorified on the earth I want all mankind to see you and be in awe. To know that you are God and have to choose whether or not they want to serve you. Whether they will join with you or stand against you. Lord it does not take away their choice just to see your wonders. Look at Jesus and all the miracles that he did. People still chose not to believe Lord it can be like that again. We can preach a great message Your message and we can ratify it with signs and wonders, healing of the sick, raising of the dead, flying, floating, teleporting, miracles sighs, and wonder,s revelations tounges, everything and people can experience your love and your wonder Lord. Scares can be healed broken hearts mended please Lord unleash your power unleash Your glory. Use me use others. Send out your workers send out your people. Lord we need you to be our God, we need you to move in power. We need intimacy with you we need Your character, but Lord we need to know You most of all. Lord I don't want to tell of an intimacy I don't have to promise something I have not experienced. I need to have you if I am to promise that you will be there for others. I need to know you so I can be confident in the fact that you are available for others if they just seek you. Lord please open my heart and my body and my soul in every aspect, and flood me with who you are minister to me such that I know You and You know me. Lord I need to know You in every way. I need to have You in every way. Lord please fill me, please consume me. Lets rock this world and be free. Lets set the captives free lets unite the church lets uproot sin. Lets change the world. Lets go God. Lord it all starts with You. I am here I am drawing near to You. I and trying to resist the devil I AM TRYING TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT IN YOUR SIGHT. SO LORD i WAIT ON YOU. I WAIT FOR YOU TO FULFILL YOUR WORD, AND DRAW NEAR TO ME. HEAR I AM GOD, HERE IS YOUR SERVANT. HERE I AM, SPEAK TO ME, PLEASE SPEAK TO ME. AMEN
(all caps God, italicized = my thoughts)
THE DARNESS SHATTERS THE VEIL IS LIFTED PEACE IS RESTORED AND HOPE IS FULLFILLED
THAT IS THE PROMISE OF THE LORD MOST HIGH
THAT IS THE HOPE YOU HAVE IN JESUS
So fulfill it Lord
IT IS DONE, BE AT PEACE TRUST IN ME AND ALL IS WELL
HAVE FUN ITS WHY I CAME LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST ENJOY IT
BE AT PEACE TRUST ME AND IT WILL ALL GET DONE
Lord I want to fulfill everything you have created me for and more. Lord I want to make sure that I fail you in no way in no regard. I want to bless you totally and completely. Lord I want to go above what you created me for, if that is ok. I want to bless and honor you and others. Lord I want to pick up the slack of every other person that is not doing what they should be, what you have called them to be. I want to stand in the gap and then bring them to that place of fulfillment. I want to help, I want to be your helper lord, I want to help your people. Your children.
SO HELP THEM, LOVE THEM, TRUST THEM. GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO HOPE FOR SOMETHING TO SHOOT FORBE AN EXAMPLE TO THEM. DONT JUS TAND ON THE SIDELINES WAITING TO BE CALLED INTO ACTION STEP INTO ACTION STEP INTO MINISTRY MINISTER TO THEM MISNISTER TO MY PEOPLE OPEN YOUR HEART TO THEM AND ALLOW ME TO POUR OUT ON THEM. BUT GUARD YOUR HEART AT THE SAME TIME PROTECT IT SO THAT YOU DO NOT FALL ROMANTICALLY IN LOVE WITH THE PEOPLE I AM HAVING YOU MINISTER TO . THAT IS RESERVED FOR YOUR LOVE FOR YOUR WIFE. SO GIRD YOUR LOINS SHEILD YOUR HEART AND RUN AFTER ME RUN WITH ME AND WE WILL DO MIGHTY THINGS. YOU HAVE BUT TO TRUST ME TO CHASE AFTER ME AND TO NEVER GIVE UP. I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE ALLWAYS WITH YOU i WILL NOT LEAVE YOUR OR FORSAKE YOU TRUST IN THAT AND KNOW THAT I AM WITH YOU EV EN WHEN YOU DONT FEEL IT STAND STRONG IN THE SIFTING IN THE TESTING OF YOUR FAIT FOR THAT IS WHAT GATHERS YOU GREATER FAITH GREATER AUTHORITY GREATER HOPE. ONECE YOU SEE YOUR URRENT FAITHS COME TRUE COME TO PASS YOU WILL HAVE BIGGER HOPES AND THE DEVIL WILL TRY TO CONVINCE YOU THAT THEY ARE NOT REAL NOT ATAINABLE BUT YOU WILL HAVE TO ATAIN THEM HAVE TO ACHIEVE THEM IF YOU ARE DTO DO WHAT i CALED YOU FOR. SOT TRUST IN ME AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD AND THAT I WILL HELP YOU DO EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO DO AND YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR NOTHING CAN STOP YOU NOTHING CAN HINDER YOLUKE TEN VS I HAVE GIVEN YOU THE AUTHORITY TO TRAMPLE ON SNAKES AND SCORPIANS AND TO OVERCOME ALL THE POWER OF THE ENEMY NOTHING WILL HARM YOU.
Lord I know there was more in what you wanted to say and I'm sorry I got stuck on the verse. But lord I love you and I thank you. An I like talking to you. And your right. Even talking to you as soon as you mentioned it I was aware of the fact that there was a little voice in the back of my thoughts trying to convince me that this is all fake that this isn't You talking so I say NO this is real No I will not listen to your lies and Leave me now in Jesus name Amen. I am yours Lord.
GO IN PEACE AND IN ALL THAT I HAVE CALLED YOU TO BE. THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG DAY AND THERE IS MUCH YOU CAN DO. SO JUST TRUST ME AND ALLOW ME TO GUIDE YOU IN ALL THINGS. AND BE AMAZED AT WHAT WILL HAPPEN.
Yes lord. Thank you lord. I am am yours Lord. Amen
HAVE FUN
I have to have fun, God doesn't want me serving him in religion, where I do things for him but I'm not happy. He wants me to enjoy life and value the time I get to spend being with him working with him. Its not the same thing to just do it dryly remember that. Remember that God wants a willing heart a willing helper, a friend. Not a servant. I want to be that servant turned friend I want to be God's buddy. I want to be Your best friend!
Lord let there be no one else like me, may I be your closes friend in all time in all dimensions and all realities. Lord I want to know your more and allow you into me more than anything else in all of creation. Please build that relationship with me. I WANT ALL OF YOU !!!!!!!!! God. YOU ARE MINE!!!!!!!!!! Lord I'm not just yours You are mine!! MINE MINE MINE MINE all mine. Help me to live in that please. I am Yours.
Thank you for waking me with the dream and help me to learn the value of hearing your voice in my sleep and in the early morning hours. Thank you for another chance. Lord I love you and I thank you. Glory to God and praise to your name in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
Dream
The underwater city
We drove in for what seemed like mils keep into the depths of the ocean expecting to find little more than a small bubble or building e drove round and round extending lower and lower in circles amazed that we were not surrounded by water. It was beautiful there were greens and forests and everything but it was also gloomy. First My brother was driving and he was going pretty fast. We finally got to the city and it turned out to be a huge city a little eery but cool. I was in awe of it cause there was a huge city under water for miles and it went miles and miles in every direction except for up. Imagine New York city under water. So we went down a ramp and when we did I yelled out to stop the car that we didn't want to get trapped in the water as I knew there was flooding on the lower level of the highway. My brother jammed the brakes and stopped the car partly under the water. I wanted to get out to help push the car out but he put it in revers and the car started going backwards out of the water so I stayed in the car. He pulled the car back up the ram and we parted at the small store at the top of the on ramp. We went into the small lit store there were probably 8 or so of us. Girls and guys. When we went in we were surprised to find living people it was crazy. And they were pretty friendly We did some shopping there it was like a big convenience store. We met more and more people. And some of us left stuff and the people that lived there made sure someone in our group cleaned up after each other and I ended up carrying other peoples empty water bottles. We met up and there were more of us now. And we had multiple cars. We were doing somewhere that had to do with Indians or braves but before we did I noticed a pack of Oreos that were effectively smores Oreos that were self lighting. You just took it out of the pack and lit it and it would start burning, much like the fire starters you can get for wood. I couldn't figure out how it could be safe to eat something like that and thought that they must have it in the shop because it was a limited batch and the real world wasn't allowing them and thats why there were still three packages on the shelf as no one wanted them. I figured they were of the same value as a standard fire starter. Anyway we than descended deep into the earth in our cars through the little shop and we drove very fast and it was very steep. After a while gravity left us and the car in front of me rose off the ground but i could tell that it was because we were going pretty much straight down and so I dodged the car (i was driving this one) and passed them and kept going and it felt great to be weightless anyway. I started to pick up speed uncontrollably and accelerated past everyone at this point the road was rather wide and it was a bit scary as i thought i might hit the wall or ceiling. But than the road stated narrowing and I was concerned that I wouldn't make it into the small whole. But gravity started to come back and i was able to make it into the small whole and kept going for a time. I than had to choose between two paths and I wasn't supposed to be the lead car so I didn't know which way to go so I went one way and the rest didn't follow so I stopped and tried to see where I was. I got out of the car and looked around and it seemed this was the end of the section. I knew intuitively that it lead somewhere and had value but it was a difficult path and had to be taken from foot the rest of the way. I backed up and talked to some of the people around me and they said that the bear actually i think they said the brave path not bear i think the bear path was what I was on. Anyway that the other path lead to the place we were all head3ed. I was going to go the other way now that I figured out how to turn around as the path was very narrow but before I did I asked if there were any other turns or what not to lead me to my destination they said there were. I was going to just folly the bear or brave path the one that lead there but something happened I'm not sure what. It may have been a girl. But I ended up talking to some girls and than received a cell call from a girl that I knew from previous dreams. She was an Israelite she was beautiful though I shouldn't have been able to see her I saw her in my minds eye as I was talking to her over the phone. She reminded me of who she was and let me know she was having a problem. I think there was something wrong with her friend or something. So I was to pray for her or something. I was than in an open room with a grate like stair case while i was on a sort of balcony surrounding the sitars and pit. There was a cute girl on the top of the stairs on one of the ledges the cute blond on the railing with me talking to me and the cute girl over the phone. Some how I could communicate with all of them sort of at the same time. Though I said little to the girl on the top of the stairs. Shortly after i hung up with the Israelite and my mom called me she was concerned as to where I was and started lecturing me on how I was supposed to call and check in with someone Debby i think if I got separated. I said I checked in with the Israeli girl but she said thats not who I was supposed to check in with and was mad. Anyway the dream ended shortly after that. And I don't really remember the conversations that well.
While in the store the first time i noticed that there was a network of places one of which included a Walmart. And there were actually Walmart employees visible though I think they may not have been part of the store so to speak but I was just aware of them because it was a dream. The little convenience store had a deli and like 4-5 people working there. It was compact yet had a lot of stuff.






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A warrior poet once said
You're not dead yet so live like you could be
A warrior poet said
Have no regrets when you're old
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A warrior poet once said
You're not dead yet so live like you could be
A warrior poet said
Have no regrets when you're old
Otherwise I'm pretty good about cheating.
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May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His light shine upon you.
Not sure whats on your mind but always willing to talk
Jef
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May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His light shine upon you.
i win.
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A warrior poet once said
You're not dead yet so live like you could be
A warrior poet said
Have no regrets when you're old
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May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His light shine upon you.
Said the old man, "I do that too."
The little boy whispered, "I wet my pants."
"I do that too," laughed the little old man.
Said the little boy, "I often cry."
The old man nodded, "So do I."
"But worst of all," said the boy, "it seems
Grown-ups don't pay attention to me."
And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand.
"I know what you mean," said the little old man.
^ Shel Silverstein
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August evenings bring solemn warnings to remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what temporal days may bring, so laugh love life free and sing
When life is in dischord, praise ye the Lord.
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May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His light shine upon you.
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August evenings bring solemn warnings to remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what temporal days may bring, so laugh love life free and sing
When life is in dischord, praise ye the Lord.
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